Ranting

Sorry that the things NATURE and not ME controls bothers you so much.

But you know, have you ever thought that if you just leave me the hell alone when I ask you to, maybe, just maybe I wouldn't be so bitchy about things?

But no. You have to keep poking me, and touching me, and hugging me.

What part of: I'M PMSING. I DO NOT WANT TO BE TOUCHED. GIVE ME SOME FREAKING SPACE. do you have trouble understanding?

And don't go around getting all mad at me and telling everyone I'm being a bitch just because you can't take a freaking hint. God.

Honestly if you're going to be hanging out around a bunch of girls, you better get used to mood swings, and PMS. Because if you can't handle it, then you're in waaaayyyyy over your head.

Computer Tech and Oil Pastels.

So I’m sitting her in Computer Tech, bored out of my mind, and trying to get my grade up.

I just finished Word section 1, and we’re supposed to have Word sections 1-3 done. And we started the next unit; Excel. I hate Excel. Why do we have to know how to do half this stuff and if I am going to use it I’ll have forgotten everything by the time I need it. I can’t even remember how to do the stuff I just did in Word section 1.

Don’t I feel smart. Oh well, I guess I’ll just keep coloring with Alaina’s oil pastels. Since, you know I forgot my flash drive and mp3 player. So work is going to be fun walking around listening to nothing but the sound of garage cans rolling across the floor, aka: the sound of my life sucking. But not really. LOL. I love life today, just not when I’m cleaning out trash cans with god knows what hidden in them.

My awards

Okay, so I'm not really sure what brought this up for me, but I decided that I wanted to create an entry that is all about the people in my life that really have made a difference to me.
Here goes.

Neisha: Ever since we met you have been nothing but helpful to me. you are amazing. You have never once failed me when I really needed you, and that means a lot to me. More than you'll probably ever know. I don't know what I would do without you to knock some sense into me!!! No matter what happens, you will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart. I know that no matter what happens in my life I know that I can trust you with anything and everything.

Lauren: You have always been such a great big sister to me, given me good advice, and been a safe place I could run to. I know that I can always come to you if I have a problem or need to just have some fun. you are gorgeous, and so strong. If I can end up even half as strong as you are, I would be happy. You've shown me what it means to make your place in this world and you never cease to amaze me.

Cami: You are amazing and beautiful. You've been a great help to me and I'll be forever grateful for everything you have done for me. We've had our ups and downs, but you'll always be a special person to me.

Taylor: We haven't known each other very long, but you've already become one of my closest friends. I don't know what I would do without you. You make life all the more fun for me. I lovea you!!!

Mrs. Kirby/Mrs. Reeves: Choir is a very big part of my life and it is one of the few things that keep me sane. If it weren't for those two amazing teachers, I would have never gotten so involved in the wonderful world that is music and choir. I truly owe a pert of my happiness to those two wonderful people, and it will always remain that way.




Of course, there are many others, but these are the main ones for me.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

So today is the end to pretty much the best weekend I've had for as long as I can remember.

Saturday: I went to Barnes and Noble with my friend, Taylor. We got there about 10:30AM, got a pile of books and went to the cafe and got us a table. While there I got me a delicious cinnimon scone. Oh, and did I mention that we didn't leave until 3? Oh, and I also got a new manga, Vassalord, which is my new obession. ^-^
After that we went to Noodles and Co. [by the long scenic route I might add] and had us some very, very good food. I looooove noodles. :]
Then we went to Taylor's house for a barbeque (I have issues with spelling, in case you couldn't tell) and we pretty sat in her room the whole time reading Vassalord over and over and joking about God knows what.
Don't you just love nerds like us?

Sunday:
Went shopping with my sister, Lauren. It was so much fun. I loved shopping and picking things out without my mom hovering over me, and telling me what to do. it was amazing. Then she took me to Rumbi Grill, which was really, really good.

So pretty much nothing can bring down today.

[except for the fact that I just found out that the guy I have a crush on doesn't turn 16 until July so I can't ask him out until then, because he actually follows Mormon rules.]

But, hey, it's all good. He's just a guy. Right?

:]